i hate being asian. other times i love it. right now i hate being asian. UGHHH -_____-“
is it just me...
or are we flirting? haha someone define the word flirting to me, because this boy is going crazyyyy. saying things like “i just had some hot cocoa and since you want some you can have me?” say WHAAA? foreal? did he just say that? yeeeaah he did. OH DEARR. we’ll see where this is going within the next few days :P
i met you just last night and we haven’t stopped talking since. the fact that we click on random things makes me feel a little happier. you make me feel special, you make me feel happy, you make me feel different. i don’t really know you, but i hope our friendship progresses more. i’ve never met such a guy like you before. and oh myyy your smile is a killer. made me blush like...
i don't get your text.
well i was texting my guy friend and he tells me ” so you don’t think your too good for me:)?” and i was like “haha idk i’m pretty stupid” cuhs i didn’t get his text! ohmannn this is going way out of hand now -____-“
i feel free.
&i’m glad i feel like this too. i’m single, i have no rules attached to me, i’m me. yes, i miss the feeling of that special someone saying good morning or good night or even there to give me a hug when something bad happens, but i’m learning how to become stronger everyday. i’m proud of myself :)
tonight was actually fun...
but you were getting creeped out because i was taking too many pictures. and you said “That is so stalker status” haha i got offended by that… oh well, now i know from now on. no more pictures with you buddy.
now you say we can go play some pool. heyy idk how to play pool, but that fact that you wanna hang sounds great! for now…. just the “idea”. i hope you’ll keep that promise.
like i said...
i got my hopes up to high. your response back to me was ” well i’m going to the beach ” haha wow. that really hurts. you say HEY LETS HANG in the morning and all of a sudden its a big turn around. seriously i hate how people treat others like this. in the end it’s either you’re REALLY HAPPY or REALLY DEPRESSED.
let me hang out today! i wanna hang out with my friends :( PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE heehee that someone’s going to be there too! DUH :)
should i text him? i really want to hang out with him today. LOL so stupid i don’t know. maybe he already has plans?? hmmm. ughhh this is so frustrating!
that was so sweet of you,
thank you so much yosuke! wow. i was having a real bad day cuhs of my mom, and he decided to buy me boba to make me feel better, and he drove all the way from gardena. he is such a good friend. thanks yosuke.
okay so, my life OUTSIDE of my house is getting a lot better. meeting new people, having fun, hanging out, goin’ to parties, taking way more pictures, reading a lot more, the average teenage life. BUT my life INSIDE my house is getting worse. lately, my mom has been getting so much bitchier. she never appreciates what my younger sister and i do. always complaining how stupid i am. well if...
aaah- i’m not posting a lot of things up today! i don’t know what is wrong with me :( i must be super tired. haha well i’m off to bed, good night tumblr :]
i honestly think,
life is slowing turning around for me. i’m meeting a lot of new people. i’m becoming myself again. haha i’m even playing hard to get! just kidding, but it feels good to be free:) especially since i’m done with finals. and man was that hard for me. i dgaffed everything! i seriously need to concentrate a lot more on my studies, but tumblr, facebook, twitter, flickr, and...
i finally got to meet you today! it was so awkward at first, because i walked into this hawaiin bbq place with my friend. all of a sudden i thought it was just something in my eye, but YOU WERE REALLY THERE. ohmygod. you are soooooo cute<3 haha you said “yoshiko” in the most white-washed voice ever, i said “zach” LOL. then your friend which i think was adam was like...
vampire books… yumm but to be frank, there are WAY too many vampire books comin’ out now. i went to borders to get a new book, which i didn’t get, and they have a WHOLE ROW OF VAMPIRE BOOKS. what is up with teens today!? first it was twilight then vampire diaries!? no i lied, vampire diaries has been here for 8 years longer than twilight has. STILL… girls are obsessed...